Post by Roman on Feb 5, 2024 4:08:16 GMT -7
I probably should have put this up some time ago but I really hoped it wasn't going to go on as long as it has... or maybe I did already put something up and forgot... in which case... oops?
I've been poofy and probably will be for a little while longer, though I've had some hope of coming back more regularly this month... While the family cruise was great fun and a great escape from everyday life, life hasn't really given me a break since the cruise and mentally/emotionally I've been suffering. The most recent kick in the gut has been my mother-in-law being in hospital with a life-threatening infection that presented itself as an abscess after manifesting on the inside first, she had to have quite a lot cut away to the point she will need to see a plastic surgeon to repair/rebuild the damage, being a type-2 diabetic her ketones and blood sugars were also dangerously high. Thankfully the worst seems to be over and she was transferred back to my town's hospital last night where she will be under observation. To top it off my partner's uncle was also in the hospital two days ago for brain surgery for an aneurysm, thankfully that went well.
While *fingers crossed* I hope this is the last of the stress I will have to deal with for as long as possible, I am incredibly stressed and emotionally/mentally drained, I need a few days to at least a week to decompress and regulate my emotions again. My birthday is this Sunday and I just don't even want to do anything for it, not excited for it, just don't really care tbh and I'm not sure if this is because of everything happening or if as an adult it's just become another day, I'm hoping my mood towards my birthday will change as it gets closer.
Anyways, I blabbed long enough. Hope to see you all soon.
I've been poofy and probably will be for a little while longer, though I've had some hope of coming back more regularly this month... While the family cruise was great fun and a great escape from everyday life, life hasn't really given me a break since the cruise and mentally/emotionally I've been suffering. The most recent kick in the gut has been my mother-in-law being in hospital with a life-threatening infection that presented itself as an abscess after manifesting on the inside first, she had to have quite a lot cut away to the point she will need to see a plastic surgeon to repair/rebuild the damage, being a type-2 diabetic her ketones and blood sugars were also dangerously high. Thankfully the worst seems to be over and she was transferred back to my town's hospital last night where she will be under observation. To top it off my partner's uncle was also in the hospital two days ago for brain surgery for an aneurysm, thankfully that went well.
While *fingers crossed* I hope this is the last of the stress I will have to deal with for as long as possible, I am incredibly stressed and emotionally/mentally drained, I need a few days to at least a week to decompress and regulate my emotions again. My birthday is this Sunday and I just don't even want to do anything for it, not excited for it, just don't really care tbh and I'm not sure if this is because of everything happening or if as an adult it's just become another day, I'm hoping my mood towards my birthday will change as it gets closer.
Anyways, I blabbed long enough. Hope to see you all soon.